Aia ka hōʻuluʻulu manaʻo o ka ʻatikala ma ka hope o ka kikokikona.
He kanaka maikaʻi ʻo Lech. Hana maikaʻi, maikaʻi, me nā manaʻo, hoʻohiki. Ua hana mākou i ʻelua mau papahana nui me ia. Akā ke holo nei ʻo ia mai ka uku ʻana i ke keiki mai kāna male mua ʻana. Hele pololei ʻo ia a noi aku e hūnā i kāna kālā a "uku iā ia i ka liʻiliʻi."
He luna maʻamau ʻo Gena. Hauʻoli, kamaʻilio, hōʻikeʻike ʻole. He mea maʻamau nā hōʻailona. Aia nā manaʻo no ka hoʻomohala a me ka automation. Akā, he mea inu ʻona ʻo Gena. Mai ka Pōʻalima he kanaka ʻokoʻa ʻo ia. Ua inu ʻo ia, hahau i kāna wahine a me kāna mau keiki, kaʻa a puni ke kūlanakauhale me ka ʻona i loko o ke kaʻa i ka pō, a komo i nā moʻolelo ʻoluʻolu.
He polokalamu polokalamu maʻamau ʻo Seryoga. Noho mālie ʻo ia, e hana ana. Hiki iā ʻoe ke kamaʻilio, he mea kamaʻilio hoihoi ʻo ia, hiki iā ʻoe ke manaʻo i ka nui o ka ʻike ola. Ma keʻano he mea hoʻomohala,ʻaʻoleʻo ia heʻino, akā,ʻaʻole hoʻi he hōkū. Awelika paʻa. Akā ma waho o ka hana, makemake nui ʻo ia e hoʻohaʻahaʻa i ka poʻe, ma muli o kā lākou ʻoihana, ʻaʻole hiki ke pane mau iā ia. ʻO ka poʻe kūʻai kūʻai kūʻai kūʻai nui, nā luna o nā hale kūʻai lako hale, nā haku o nā kikowaena lawelawe kaʻa kaʻa (ka poʻe i loko o nā lole, ʻaʻole nā lole holoʻokoʻa).
A i koʻu ʻike ʻana i kēia mau mea a pau, manaʻo wau - no ke aha lā wau e pono ai i kēia ʻike?
He limahana ʻino ʻo Valya. ʻAʻole ʻike ʻo ia, hakakā, hahai mau ma hope, akā ʻaʻole hiki iā ʻoe ke kamaʻilio pū me ia - e ʻai ʻo ia i kona lolo holoʻokoʻa. Akā ʻaʻole hiki ke hoʻokuʻu ʻia ʻo Valya no ka mea he makuahine hoʻokahi ʻo ia. ʻAʻole kēia he hoʻomāʻewaʻewa, ke manaʻoʻiʻo maoli nei au ʻaʻole pono ke kipaku ʻia.
He leʻa ʻo Kolyan e like me ka pahu. ʻAe, ʻoiaʻiʻo, manaʻo ʻo ia iā ia iho. A hana mau wau. Akā ʻelua kāna mau keiki a ʻelua mau moraki, hoʻokahi nona iho, ʻo kekahi no kona mau mākua kīnā. ʻAʻole hiki ke hoʻokuʻu ʻia ʻo Kolyan a ʻaʻole hoʻi e hoʻohaʻahaʻa ʻia; ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke hoʻokō i nā hopena. Pono mākou e koi iā ia e aʻo i kahi mea hou i loaʻa i kahi kumu e hoʻonui ai i kāna uku. ʻAʻole kūʻē ʻo ia, akā ʻaʻohe kumu. Auē, he naʻaupō ʻo Kolyan.
Akā, ua kipaku ʻia ʻo Misha. Ua hana maikaʻi ʻole ʻo ia, ua nalowale i kekahi manawa - ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia ua hana ʻo ia i kahi kumu koʻikoʻi a hanohano. Ua ʻike ʻia he lālā ʻo ia no kahi hui ʻimi e ʻeli ana i nā koena o nā koa i make i ka wā o ke Kaua ʻĀina Nui. He kumu hanohano paha ia. Eia naʻe, no ka pono o kēia ʻoihana, ʻaʻole mālama wale ʻo Misha i kāna hana, akā ʻo kona ʻohana pū kekahi. A ma kēia mau huakaʻi, a i ʻole nā papahana, a i ʻole nā huakaʻi, ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i ka mea i kapa ʻia lākou, ʻo ia ka nui o ka inu ʻana.
ʻAʻole, mai noʻonoʻo e pili ana i ia mea, ʻaʻole wau he idealist a he haipule paha. Ua piha koʻu ola pilikino i nā mea ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ʻaʻole e kamaʻilio. Akā i ka wā lōʻihi, ua hiki iaʻu i ka hopena ʻaʻole makemake wau e ʻike e pili ana i nā ola pilikino o kaʻu mau hoa hana a, ʻoi aku hoʻi, nā subordinates.
E hoʻokuʻu i ka limahana i ʻelua ʻano, ʻano pahu pahu. No laila ʻike wale ʻia kāna mau ʻano ʻoihana - nā mākau ʻenehana, nā mākaukau hoʻomohala, makemake e hoʻāʻo i nā mea hou a me ka lawa ākea. A e noho nā ʻōhue me nā iwi i kahi o lākou - i loko o ke keʻena.
A i ʻole, ʻike ʻia ʻo Dostoevsky maʻemaʻe. ʻO kēlā me kēia ʻano, inā ʻoe e aʻo nui e pili ana iā ia, lilo i multifaceted, paʻakikī a hiki ʻole ke hoʻomaopopo. ʻAʻohe kanaka i maopopo i ka maikaʻi a me ka hewa. Ma hope o kēlā me kēia mea he moʻolelo, i kekahi manawa keaka, i kekahi manawa he mele, akā ʻoi aku ka maʻalahi, ke akamai, i kēlā me kēia lā. A ʻo ia ke kumu kokoke loa a maopopo.
Hoʻokaʻawale wau i kahi mahele ma ke kumu maʻalahi: makemake wau e ʻike e pili ana i nā pilikia o ka limahana i hiki iaʻu ke kōkua i ka hoʻoponopono. No ka laʻana, inā ʻaʻole lawa ke kālā o ke kanaka.
A pēlā e hana ai. Hana ka limahana i ka hana maʻamau. I ka manawa like, loaʻa i ka hui kekahi mau papahana maʻalahi no ka hoʻomaʻamaʻa holomua, ʻoihana a i ʻole ka ulu ʻoihana. Akā ʻaʻole hoʻohana ka limahana iā lākou.
A laila hele mai ʻo ia a ʻōlelo: makemake au e loaʻa kālā hou aʻe. No ke Akua, ʻo wai ke kāohi iā ʻoe? E nānā, e aʻo i kēlā me kēia kumuhana, e hana i nā hana ma luna o lākou a i ʻole e lawe i kahi palapala hōʻoia, a e loaʻa hou iā ʻoe. E noʻonoʻo i ka hoʻolālā e pono ai nā mea kūʻai aku, akā ʻaʻohe mākaukau o ka hui - na ʻoe nā papahana āpau.
ʻAe ʻo ia a haʻalele. A laila, ʻeono mahina ma hope, haʻi hou ʻo ia - makemake au i ke kālā hou aʻe. Nīnau ʻoe - pehea kou ulu ʻana? Ua aʻo paha ʻoe i kekahi mea hou? ʻAʻole, wahi āna. No laila, no ke aha ʻoe i pilikia ai i kēlā manawa?
A laila, pōʻino, huli mai. Hoʻomaka ka hoʻokaʻawale manaʻo, hoʻohuli i ka ʻuhane i waho, hoʻopā i nā moʻolelo e pili ana i "ʻehiku poʻe i loko o nā hale kūʻai", moraki a me ka nele i ke kālā no nā pono kumu.
ʻAe, ma ka wāwae ... ʻAe, e wehewehe mai iaʻu, e kuʻu hoaaloha, no ke aha lā ʻoe i noho ai no ʻeono mahina a ʻohi i kou ihu ʻoiai ʻaʻohe mea ʻai a kāu mau keiki? A i kēia manawa ke hoʻolei nei ʻoe i kēia mau mea ma luna oʻu, me he mea lā naʻu ka hewa ʻaʻole hiki iā ʻoe ke hahai i nā hana maʻalahi a hoʻomaopopo ʻia e hoʻomaikaʻi ai i kāu mau pono?
Hoʻomaka ʻo ia e ʻōhumu ʻaʻole wau i kiki maikaʻi iā ia, hoʻoikaika iā ia, a i ʻole kekahi mea ʻē aʻe. ʻAʻole anei e kīkē nā keiki pōloli iā ʻoe? ʻAʻole ma ka huaʻōlelo, akā ma ke ʻano kiʻi. ʻAe, a i ʻole maoli - me he mea lā ʻaʻole ia e superfluous.
ʻAe, ʻae, e nānā hou aku au iā ʻoe inā ʻike koke wau ʻaʻole makemake wale ʻoe e loaʻa kālā hou aʻe, akā ʻaʻole lawa. He hana maʻamau loa kēia, incl. - no ka hoopau ana. Ua hana wau iaʻu iho i ka wā ʻaʻole hana kaʻu wahine, aia kahi keiki a aia nō kahi moraki.
Akā no kou haʻi ʻana mai iaʻu, ʻaʻole ia he manaʻo ʻo wau, a i ʻole ka hui, ke kuleana o kou ʻohana. Hoʻomaopopo wale wau i kou hoʻoikaika ʻana. E manaʻoʻiʻo mai iaʻu, maopopo iaʻu ke ʻano o ka "ʻaʻohe kālā". Akā hoʻokahi mea aʻu i maopopo ʻole ai: no ke aha ʻaʻole ʻoe e hana i kekahi mea?
Aia nā poʻe ʻē aʻe me nā pilikia like e hele mālie a hana. Aʻo lākou, hoʻomohala, a loaʻa hou aʻe. A noi wale ʻoe a ʻōhumu.
Ma kekahi ʻano hana, ua kapa ʻia nā pilikia ma ka ʻāʻī. ʻOiai he pilikia kou, ke noho nei ka monkey ma kou ʻāʻī. Ke hoʻopaʻapaʻa ʻoe i kekahi me kou pilikia, neʻe ka monkey i kahi kanaka laki ʻē aʻe.
ʻAe, aia nā pilikia hana. He mea kapu ka kiola ʻana iā lākou. Akā no ke aha e hoʻololi ai i nā pilikia pilikino? E kōkua au iā ʻoe i ka pili ʻana i ka monkey, akā mai manaʻo ʻoe naʻu e lawe ia no ʻoe.
Me he mea lā ʻelua mau hiʻohiʻona maʻamau.
ʻO ka mea mua, e mālama i kāu mau pilikia iā ʻoe iho. Ke hana nei au ia'u iho. ʻAʻole kēia ka pani ʻana a i ʻole unfriendliness, akā ʻo ka ʻokoʻa - kahi ʻano maʻamau i ka poʻe i loaʻa mau ko lākou mau pilikia.
ʻO ka lua, hāʻawi i kāu mea āpau, akā e mākaukau e hoʻololi. Ma ʻaneʻi ʻaʻole ʻoe e hui pū me nā ʻohana e uwē pū i kāu mau pilikia a laila hele i ko lākou ala ʻokoʻa. Ke ʻōlelo nei ʻoe ʻaʻole lawa ke kālā? ʻAe, eia kāu hoʻolālā hoʻomohala, e hahai a e loaʻa hou iā ʻoe. Eia kahi papahana no ʻoe, paʻakikī, akā pono. Eia kahi hoʻolālā hou, i koi ʻia, akā paʻakikī loa ʻaʻole makemake kekahi e lawe.
Aʻole makemake? E kala mai iaʻu. Ua maopopo iaʻu makemake ʻoe e hoʻonui i nā pilikia. Makemake au. He pilikia kekahi. A he pilikia ko Christina, a me Vlad, a me Pasha. ʻAʻole lākou haʻi wale.
He aha ka hopena inā hoʻomaka ka poʻe e uku no ka nui o nā pilikia pilikino i loaʻa iā lākou? He ʻōnaehana hoʻoikaika ʻakaʻaka. Manaʻo wau e ʻike hou ʻia nā pilikia pilikino.
ʻO ka ʻokoʻa, ʻoiaʻiʻo, nā pilikia hikiwawe. ʻAʻole nā mea i hoʻokumu ʻia i nā makahiki me ke kōkua o ka palaualelo, nele i ka hana a me ka palaualelo. Akā ʻaʻole kēia he nīnau no ka hoʻonui ʻana i ka uku - he force majeure kēia, ke koi ʻia ke kōkua ma ʻaneʻi a i kēia manawa.
ʻAe, ʻae, i ka wā i hele mai ai kahi limahana me nā pilikia ponoʻī, ʻo ia kekahi mea. Akā, pehea inā ʻike ʻoe i kahi mea like e pili ana iā ia?
No ka laʻana, ua ʻike au ua inu ʻo ia i ka waiʻona, pepehi i kāna mau keiki a me kāna wahine, a i kekahi manawa he mau hoalauna. Pehea ko kakou manao no keia? ʻO ia iho, ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole ia e ʻōlelo i kēlā mea. ʻOiai he mea ʻakaʻaka paha ia - hāʻawi mai iaʻu i ka hoʻonui uku, no ka mea, ua hahau wau i kaʻu mau keiki.
Ke aʻo nei au i kēia ʻike, akā naʻe, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke wehe hou iaʻu iho mai ia mea. A, no laila, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke nānā aku i ka limahana e like me ka wā ma mua. Maopopo iaʻu ʻo koʻu hemahema paha kēia, akā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke kōkua.
Aia nā hoa hoʻokele e pale ʻole i kēlā ʻike, akā ʻokoʻa - hoʻāʻo lākou e ʻeli hou aʻe. A laila hana lākou, hoʻohana no kā lākou hana ponoʻī, ʻike i nā limahana e like me ka pupule. ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu inā he pololei a hewa paha lākou, akā ʻaʻole kokoke kēia ala iaʻu.
A i kekahi manawa ʻike ʻoe i kekahi mea e pili ana i kahi limahana e ʻeha ai kou puʻuwai. Akā ʻaʻole maopopo ka mea e hana ai. Ua ʻike ʻoe he pono kāna kālā. Hoʻomaka ʻoe e uku nui iā ia, hāʻawi iā ia i kālā hou aʻe no nā hana a me nā papahana, a hoʻouna iā ia i nā papa. A ʻaʻole ʻo ia i hāʻawi i ka pōʻino.
ʻAʻole ma ke ʻano he pono iaʻu ka mahalo. Ke hoʻohālike nei au mai loko mai o koʻu puʻuwai ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i kāna mau pilikia. Hāʻawi wale wau, ma ke ʻano he mea nui, ma waho o ka hoʻokūkū, nā manawa e kōkua iā ia e hoʻoponopono i kāna mau pilikia pilikino. Akā ʻaʻole ia e hoʻohana i kēia mau manawa kūpono.
Maikaʻi ʻo ia e like me ia. Makemake ʻo ia i kāna mau pilikia. ʻauʻau ʻo ia i kekahi manawa a leʻaleʻa iā lākou. A ʻo wau, e like me ka naʻaupō, hoʻāʻo e kōkua iā ia. ʻAe, manaʻo wau me he pupule lā.
Ma keʻano laulā, ua hoʻoholo wau noʻu iho i kahi manawa lōʻihi: fuck it. ʻAʻole au makemake e ʻike i kekahi mea e pili ana i ke ola pilikino o kaʻu mau hoa hana, nā subordinates a me nā luna. ʻO ia ke kumu ʻaʻole wau i hele i nā hanana hui, nā huakaʻi a i ʻole nā hui hui no nā makahiki he nui.
ʻO ka poʻe i loko o kahi lewa hana ʻole, ʻoi aku hoʻi i ka wā e inu ai i ka waiʻona, ua huki maoli ʻia i nā kamaʻilio pilikino, a hiki iā lākou ke aʻo i nā mea pono ʻole. ʻAʻole paha i manaʻo ke kanaka, ʻōlelo ʻo ia me ka manaʻo ʻole, akā ʻo wau, ma muli o ka nui o ka impressionability, ʻaʻole hiki ke haʻalele i kēia ʻike i ka wā e hiki mai ana.
Ma ka hana, ho'āʻo wau e pale i nā kamaʻilio lōʻihi ma ka lumi kuke hui, ʻoi aku hoʻi me ka poʻe ʻōlelo. Auwe, mau keia ano kanaka. Mai hānai iā lākou i ka berena, e noi lākou i kekahi mea, a laila e haʻi iā lākou i kekahi mea. Hana lākou i kēia me ka manaʻo ʻole, ʻakaʻaka wale lākou. He aha kaʻu e mālama ai i kēia? Noho a hopohopo? E ʻike i ke ʻano ʻaʻole ma ke ʻano he papahana papahana mua, akā ma ke ʻano he Multifaceted Personality? ʻAʻole mahalo.
Inā pilikia kekahi i hiki iaʻu ke kōkua i ka hoʻoponopono ʻana i loko o ke kahua o kaʻu mau hana ʻoihana, e kōkua wau. ʻAe, a e kōkua au ma waho o nā palena. Hiki i nā mea āpau ke hiki - e hōʻaiʻē kālā ma laila a hiki i ka lā uku, hoʻomālamalama i ke kaʻa, hāʻawi i kahi puke e heluhelu ai, kōkua i kahi kūlana paʻakikī. 'Ōlelo pinepine lākou e hoʻokuʻu kokeʻia, a iʻole e hoʻokuʻuʻia - no ka laʻana, e kiʻi i kahi keiki mai kahi'ōlelo lapaʻau kindergarten, kahi, no kekahi kumu, ua weheʻia a hiki i ka 17-00. ʻAʻohe pilikia me kēia, hele wau i kēlā me kēia manawa. Aia nā hōʻailona pahuhopu, a ʻaʻole pono lākou i ka hana mai 8 a 17.
Ke ho'āʻo nei au e kōkua. Akā - me ka hāʻule ʻole. Ua kōkua au a poina. Mai komo i loko o kou ʻuhane, mai koi i ka mahalo a me ke kōkua pānaʻi. A inā hoʻomaka kekahi e haʻi i kekahi mea, hoʻōki wau iā ia, inā hiki. Ua noi ʻoe i hoʻokahi tausani ma mua o ka Pōʻakahi - eia kahi tausani ma mua o ka Pōʻakahi. No ke aha, no ke aha, ʻaʻole ia o kaʻu ʻoihana. Hoʻihoʻi wale.
No kaʻu ʻaoʻao, hana au i ka ʻaoʻao - ʻaʻole wau e kamaʻilio e pili ana i koʻu ola pilikino e hiki ke hoʻopilikia i kaʻu hana. ʻAʻole au e kau i kaʻu mau monkey ma luna o nā poʻohiwi o kekahi, no ka mea, he hewa ia.
Pehea ʻoe me kēia?
Hōʻuluʻulu manaʻo o ka ʻatikala
ʻOi aku ka maikaʻi o ka ʻike ʻole e pili ana i ke ola pilikino o nā limahana. Inā ʻaʻole ʻoe i ʻike, a laila ʻike wale ʻoe i ka ʻaoʻao "hana" o nā limahana. Inā ʻike ʻoe, a laila lilo nā limahana i multifaceted, paʻakikī, a i ka wā e hana pū ai me lākou pono ʻoe e noʻonoʻo i nā kumu he nui.
No laila, ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ʻaʻole e kamaʻilio e pili ana i kou ola pilikino. ʻAʻole pololei ka hoʻopiʻi ʻana i kāu mau pilikia i kāu mau hoa hana a me nā luna.
I ka manawa like, inā hiki i ka hana ʻoihana ke kōkua i ka hoʻoponopono ʻana i nā pilikia pilikino, a laila hiki ke kaʻana like i ia ʻike. I ka paneʻana, hiki iā lākou ke hāʻawi i ke kālā, akā i nā manawa. Akā pono ʻoe e hoʻohana i kēia mau manawa kūpono.
Inā ʻaʻole ʻoe mākaukau e hoʻohana i ia mea, mai hoʻokaumaha iā ʻoe iho me kāu mau pilikia.
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