Alkoholizem v zadnji fazi

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Pozdravljeni, dragi bralci!

Pišem vam v stanju globokega pijanstva (več kot 3 mesece), iz katerega ne morem priti. Dnevnimi odmerki — okoli 1 — 1,5 l močnega alkohola in ena ali dve steklenici belega vina. Lani sem bil v psihiatrični kliniki približno mesec dni — nisem prenesel razpada družine, zlomil sem se. Naredili so t.i. »kodiranje« z injekcijo. Po vnosu zdravila ni mogoče piti alkohola, saj se ne presnavlja. Oznaka — oprostite — vonj urina. Ostreje, kot je ocet. Grozno.

Zato pišem — ne iščem pomoči in ne sožalja. Želim povedati, kaj je spremenjeno zavedanje. Prebral sem nekaj člankov o tej temi, vključno z nekaterimi na Habru, mislim, da sem jih videl nekje, a verjetno je to individualno.

Torej, po točkah:

1. Izguba lastnega 'Jaz'. Postaneš nekdo, kot je vsak človek, član družbe z filozofskimi idejami, vendar ne premakneš prsta, da bi dejansko kaj naredil.
2. Patološka želja po udobju. Ves čas moraš biti v toplem, zelo paziš, da se tvoje telo in po možnosti tudi oblačila ne umažejo.
3. Izguba nekaterih čutov zaznavanja in ostrenje drugih. Na mojem primeru — občutno (skoraj popolnoma) izgine voh, vid se močno poslabša, a sluh se močno izboljša — prej nisem dobro slišal. Zdaj v tem spremenjenem stanju slišiš zelo jasno, do besed, pogovore na otroškem igrišču dvorišča, ki je oddaljeno 200 metrov od hiše.
4. Trik — no, this is, as I know, a problem for all alcoholics. But at this stage, it reaches such a degree that... how can I explain... a person who does not know you (not sensing the terrible smell from you) cannot distinguish you from a sober person. Feeling the slightest danger, you immediately turn into a very cunning type. Your speech doesn't slur, you walk steadily, and you can sustain a reasonable conversation on trivial topics. But! An interesting point — any stupid but unconventional question puts you in a long stupor. It’s immediately noticeable that something is off with you...
5. The main state is 'drank — lay down.' You really hope that no uncomfortable calls come in. But there are also moments of hyperactivity — you imagine playing soccer in the yard, running around, or boxing a bit.
6. You perform standard template actions without much trouble, but any simple unconventional task puts you in a deadlock, before which you weakly retreat.
7. Very frequent, practically every couple of hours — terrible tachycardia.
8. There is no gag reflex. You can wash down cognac with yogurt, eat a couple of cucumbers — nothing...
9. Without chasers — any strong alcohol, even with dry wine, is impossible to drink.
10. Insomnia. The concept of 'sleep' in its ordinary sense does not exist at all. There are some shutdowns for an hour and a half (that’s not bad), more often for 30-40 minutes. Whether it’s day or night. If you manage to nap for four hours — it feels like being reborn. For two minutes. As the first thing you do is drink immediately. There is no willpower to break this chain.

Why am I writing? Maybe it will be useful for medicine after all. Although, as far as I know, the third stage, associated with the breakdown of personality, is irreversible.

If the topic is interesting, I will write more.

Izvor: habr.com