Phambi kokuba sisele indebe yelishwa
Masisele, sithandwa, enye indebe, kunye
Kusenokwenzeka ukuba kufuneka usele amanzi ngaphambi kokuba ufe
Izulu aliyi kusivumela kwimpambano yethu
Omar Khayyam
Iintolongo Zokomoya
Isidlo sasemini sasimnandi kakhulu. Kwafuneka kuvunywe ukuba ukutya kwalapha kwakugqwesile. Kanye ngecala emva kwentsimbi yesithathu, njengoko sasivumelene noNastya, ndandimlindile kwi-alley apho indlela eya ezintabeni yaqala khona. Xa uNastya esondela, andizange ndimazi ngokwenene. Wayenxibe ilokhwe ende efikelela emhlabeni, eyenziwe ngezinto ezithile zohlanga. Iinwele zakhe zazilukiwe, kunye nebhegi yecanvas eneflap ende ijinga egxalabeni lakhe kwibhanti elirakhi. Iiglasi ezijikelezayo ezinezakhelo ezibanzi, ezinomdla kwisitayela, zigqibe umfanekiso.
- Wowu!
— Ndisoloko ndisiya ezintabeni ngolu hlobo.
- Kutheni ibhegi?
- Ewe, ngenxa yemifuno, kunye neentyatyambo ezahlukeneyo. Umakhulu wam ngelaxesha wayeligqirha lamakhambi, wandifundisa okuninzi...
- Bendihlala ndikrokrela ukuba wena, Nastya, ungumthakathi!
Eneentloni, uNastya wahleka. Into ethile malunga nokuhleka kwakhe yayibonakala indikrokrela. Hayi ngokungxama okukhulu, kodwa singacothi kakhulu, sahamba ngendlela eya ezintabeni.
- Apho siya khona?
- Ukuqala, ndiza kukubonisa iidolmens.
— IiDolmens?
- Yintoni, ubungazi? Le yeyona nto inomtsalane yendawo. Kukho enye yazo ekufutshane. Masikhawuleze, malunga nekhilomitha enye enesiqingatha ukusuka apho.
Sasingqongwe bubuhle obumangalisayo. Umoya wawuzaliswe kukuntyiloza kweentethe. Ngamaxesha ngamaxesha kwakukho iimbono ezimangalisayo zeentaba kunye nolwandle ukusuka kwindlela. Ngokuqhelekileyo, eshiya indlela, uNastya wayeza kukhetha izityalo, azigubungele ezandleni zakhe, azivumba, azifake ebhegini yakhe phantsi kwe-flap.
Emva kwesiqingatha seyure, sosula ukubila ebunzi, saphumela kumngxuma ophakathi kweenduli.
- Kwaye nantsi, i-dolmen. Bathi ineminyaka engaphezu kwamawaka amane ubudala, indala kuneepiramidi zaseYiputa. Ucinga ukuba unjani?
Ndajonga apho uNastya wayekhomba khona. Kwibala lodongwe kwakumi ityhubhu elinganayo eyenziwe ngamacwecwe amatye anzima. Yayiphantse yalingana nendoda, kwaye kwelinye icala letyhubhu kukho umngxuma omncinci, apho kwakungenakwenzeka ukukhasa ngaphakathi okanye ukuphuma. Kunokwenzeka kuphela ukudlulisa ukutya kunye namanzi.
"Ndicinga ukuba, Nastya, le ifana nesisele sentolongo."
- Yiza, Mikhail, akukho romance. Abona bembi bezinto zakudala banegunya bathi ezi zizakhiwo zonqulo. Ngokubanzi, kukholelwa ukuba i-dolmens ziindawo zamandla.
- Ewe, iintolongo nazo, ngandlela ithile, ziindawo zamandla, kwaye ngeyona ndlela isebenzayo...
— Xa abantu baqalisa ukwakha izakhiwo zonqulo, yayilinyathelo elikhulu ekuphuhliseni abantu bamandulo.
- Ewe, xa uluntu lwayeka ukubulala izaphuli-mthetho kwaye lwaqala ukubanika ithuba lokucamagushela ityala labo kunye nokuphucula, ngaba ngokwenene eli linqanaba elincinci lenkqubela phambili?
- Ndiyabona ukuba andinakukwazi ukukuphikisa.
- Musa ukukhubeka, Nastya. Ndikulungele ukuvuma ukuba ezi ziziseko zesithethe zokuphuhlisa iimpawu zomoya. Kodwa ke kuvele kuhlazeke ngakumbi. Abantu ngokwabo bakhela imiphefumlo yabo iintolongo. Kwaye bachitha ubomi babo bonke kubo, benethemba lokufumana inkululeko.
Abstragon
Kufutshane nedolmen sabona umsinga. Sakuba siyekile ukuxambulisana, sazama ukuzihlaziya ngoncedo lwalo size sosule izandla, amagxa neentloko zethu ngamanzi abandayo. Umlambo wawungekho nzulu kwaye kwakungelula. Sakuba siwugqibile lo msebenzi ngandlel’ ithile, sagqiba kwelokuba siphumle kancinane emthunzini. UNastya wahlala esondele kum. Ehlise ilizwi lakhe kancinci, wabuza:
- Mikhail, ndingakuxelela imfihlo yam encinci.
- ???
— Inyani yeyokuba nangona ndingumsebenzi kwi-Institute of Quantum Dynamics, ndisaqhuba uphando olungahambelani ngqo nemixholo yeziko lethu. Andixeleli mntu ngabo, nokuba uMarat Ibrahimovich akazi. Kungenjalo uya kundihleka okanye worse andigxothe. Ndixelele? Unomdla?
- Ewe, kunjalo, ndixelele. Ndinomdla kakhulu kuyo yonke into engaqhelekanga, ngakumbi ukuba inxulunyaniswe nawe.
Sancuma sobabini.
— Nasi isiphumo solunye uphando lwam.
Ngala mazwi, uNastya wakhupha ibhotile encinci yolwelo oluluhlaza ebhegini yakhe.
- Yintoni lento?
- Le Abstragon.
- Abstra... Abstra... Yintoni?..
- Abstragon. Le yi-tincture ye-herbal yasekhaya yendalo yam. Kucinezela amandla omntu okucinga ngokungekho ngqiqweni.
- Kutheni... Kutheni le nto isenokufuneka?
- Uyabona, uMikhail, kubonakala kum ukuba kukho iingxaki ezininzi emhlabeni ngenxa yokuba abantu banzima kakhulu. Kunjani kuni bahleli benkqubo...
— Ngaba iyamangalisa?
- Ewe, ukuqokelelwa okugqithisileyo kwezinto ezithathayo. Kwaye kaninzi, ukusombulula ingxaki kufuneka ucinge ngokuthe ngqo, ngoko kuthetha, ngokuhambelana nemeko. Apha kulapho ukuthabatha kunokunceda khona. Ijolise kwisisombululo sokwenene, esisebenzayo kwingxaki. Awufuni ukuyizama?
Ndajonga ibhotile ene slop eluhlaza ndinovalo. Engafuni ukubonakala ngathi uligwala phambi kwentombazana entle, waphendula wathi:
- Ungayizama.
- Kulungile, Mikhail, unako ukunyuka ukuba ilitye?
U-Nastya wakhomba ngesandla eludongeni lwelitye elinemigangatho emine ukuphakama. Iingqameko ezazibonakala eludongeni zazibonakala apha naphaya ingca eyomileyo ephumela ngaphandle.
- Ngokunokwenzeka hayi. Kusenokungabikho mathambo anokuqokelelwa apha,” ndaphendula, ndibuxabisa ngokwenene ubuchule bam bokunyuka.
- Uyabona, izinto ezithathayo ziyakukhathaza. "Ilitye elingenakunqongophala", "Indoda ebuthathaka ngaphandle kokulungiselela" - yonke le mifanekiso yenziwe ngokucinga okungabonakaliyo. Ngoku zama ukuthabatha. Kancinci nje, hayi ngaphezulu kokurhabula kabini.
Ndikhe ndarhabula ebhotileni. Yayinencasa yokukhanya kwenyanga exutywe ne-absinthe. Siye sema salinda. Ndema ndajonga uNastya, wandijonga.
Ngokukhawuleza ndeva ukukhanya okungaqhelekanga kunye nokuguquguquka emzimbeni wam. Emva kwexesha, iingcinga zaqalisa ukuthi shwaka entlokweni yam. Ndasondela elityeni. Imilenze yam ngandlela thile yagoba ngokungekho ngokwemvelo, ndaza ndabamba izandla zam ngesizathu esingaziwayo kwaye ngoko nangoko ndaphakama ndaya kubude bemitha enye.
Ndikhumbula okwenzekayo emva koko. Ndajika ndaba ngumxube ongaqhelekanga, onobuchule wenkawu kunye nesigcawu. Ngamanyathelo amaninzi ndoyisa isiqingatha selitye. Wajonga phantsi. UNastya wawangawangisa isandla sakhe. Ekubeni ndandinyuke ilitye, ndamwangawangisa ndisuka phezulu.
- Mikhail, kukho umendo kwelinye icala. Yihla ngayo.
Emva kwexesha ndema phambi kukaNastya. Intloko yam ibingekabinamntu. Bendingalindelanga kemna ndasondela kuye ndamkhulula iglass ndamphuza. I-absction mhlawumbi yayisasebenza. U-Nastya akazange axhathise, nangona engazange avume ukukhupha.
Sehla saya kwikhampasi yesayensi, sibambene ngezandla. Ngaphambi kwe-pine alley, ndaphendukela kuNastya ndaza ndambamba ngezandla zombini.
- Uyazi, thina badwelisi sikwanayo indlela enye yokujongana neengxaki ezingeyomfuneko. Lo ngumgaqo-siseko we Gcina ilula, iphazamisekile. Ifinyeziwe njenge-KISS. Ndiye ndaphinda ndamphuza. Ebenentloni kancinci sohlukana.
Intle ikude lee
Ngaphambi kokuba ndilale, ndagqiba ekubeni ndihlambe. Ndandibila kakhulu ezintabeni kwaye ndandifuna ukuma phantsi kwemijelo yamanzi apholileyo. Ndabona ixhego elikrelekrele lihleli kwisitulo esikufutshane nepaseji.
— Ndixelele, ngaba uyazi ukuba unokuhlambela phi?
- Unokwenza ngokufanelekileyo kwisakhiwo, unokwenza kwindawo entsha yokuzivocavoca - kunjalo. Okanye ungasebenzisa iishawa ezindala, kodwa mhlawumbi awuyi kuyithanda, phantse azizange zisetyenziswe.
Ndaba nomdla.
— Ngaba ezi mvula zindala ziyasebenza?
— Mfo oselula, ukuba unayo nayiphi na ingcamango apho ukhoyo, umele uqonde ukuba yonke into isebenza kuyo yonke indawo, imini nobusuku.
Khange ndilibazise, ndasinga kwishower endala.
Yayisisakhiwo sezitena esinomgangatho omnye nocango lwamaplanga. Ilanteni yavutha phezu komnyango, ijinga ukusuka emoyeni kwi-flexible suspension. Ucango lwalungatshixwanga. Ndangena. Ngobunzima uye wafumana iswitshi walayita. Ulindelo lwam lwaluthetheleleka - phambi kwam kwakukho ishawari emanyeneyo yakudala, eyayidla ngokwenziwa ngobuninzi kwiinkampu zoovulindlela nakwiinkampu zabafundi, kwiindawo zokulala, amadama okuqubha nezinye izakhiwo.
Umzimba wam ubungcangcazela yimincili. Andinelisekanga ngenkcazo yeparadesi, apho umntu ejikeleza egadini aze atye ama-apula ngamaxesha athile, ezama ukungazihlanganisi neenyoka. Bendingazuhlala iveki apho. Iparadesi yokwenyani apha isemanzini amadala aseSoviet. Bendihlala kuzo iminyaka emininzi, kwezo ndawo zitshiyiweyo zeshawari yeethayile.
Kwiishawa ezinjalo ngesiqhelo sasiqhatha nabahlobo. Emva kokuba sithabathe icandelo ngalinye, sakhalisa ingoma yehlelo kunye. Ndandikuthanda kakhulu ukucula “Okuhle kukude.” Ii-acoustics ezimangalisayo, ezidityaniswa neembono zobutsha ngobomi, zanika iimvakalelo ezingenakucingelwa.
Ndavulela amanzi okuhlamba ndalungisa amanzi. Ndithathe inqaku kwi-octave ephakathi. Igumbi leshawari liphendule nge-echo yenyama. Waqalisa ukucula. “Ndiva ilizwi kumgama omhle, ilizwi lakusasa kumbethe wesilivere.” Ndakhumbula iminyaka yam yesikolo neyokufunda. Ndineminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo kwakhona! Ndacula ndacula. Kwakukho isenzi esipheleleyo. Ukuba kwangena umntu ovela ngaphandle, wayecinga ukuba ndiyaphambana. Ikwayara yesithathu yeyona isuka entliziyweni.
Ndiyafunga ukuba ndiza kucoceka kwaye ndibe nobubele
Kwaye andiyi kushiya umhlobo engxakini ... soze ... ewe ... umhlobo ...
Ngesizathu esingaziwayo, ilizwi lalingcangcazela. Ndaphinda ndazama ukucula, kodwa andakwazi. Kwafika iqhuma apha emqaleni isifuba sam sasixinene ngamandla angaqondakaliyo...
Ndakhumbula yonke into. Ndakhumbula yonke into eyenzekayo ecaleni kwam nabahlobo bam. Ndakhumbula indlela esaqala ngayo ukuthatha inxaxheba kwiprojekthi enzima kwaye saxabana ngokupheleleyo ngenxa yemali ehlekisayo. Kwaye nangenxa yokuba ngubani ophethe iprojekthi. Ndakhumbula indlela mna nomhlobo wam esasithanda ngayo intombazana enye, ndaza ndamqhatha umhlobo wam ngokubaleka naye epatini. Ndakhumbula ukuba, kunye nomnye umhlobo, sasisebenza kwisebe elifanayo kwaye ndaba ngumphathi, kodwa kwafuneka ayeke. Kwaye ngakumbi, ngakumbi...
Akukho kuzifihla kule emva kwayo nayiphi na iperimeter okanye phantsi kwayo nayiphi na inqanaba. Iikhompyuter ze-quantum kunye ne-neural interfaces azinamandla apha. Iqhuma elisesifubeni sam lijike lajika lanyibilika lajika leenyembezi. Ndiye ndahlala ze kwi tiles ezibukhali ezaphukileyo ndalila. Iinyembezi ezinetyuwa ezixutywe namanzi aneklorini kwaye zaya ngqo emqaleni.
Indalo iphela! Yintoni endimele ndiyenze ukuze ndikwazi ukucula ngokunyanisekileyo kwakhona "Ndiyafunga ukuba ndiya kuba nyulu kwaye ndibe nobubele, kwaye ebunzimeni andiyi kucela umhlobo" kwaye uya kundikholelwa kwakhona, njengangaphambili? Waphakamisa ubuso wajonga phezulu. Isibane saseSoviet soyilo olumanyeneyo sasijonge kum kwisilingi, ngaphandle kokuqhwanyaza.
Ubusuku
Emva kokuhlamba, ndangena kwisakhiwo ndaza ndazama ukuzola. Kodwa andizange ndichithe ubusuku kakuhle. Ndibhidekile. Ndacinga kakhulu ngoNastya. Ngaba kukho into engakumbi phakathi kwethu ngaphandle kokungabikho kwemiqobo engabonakaliyo? Kwenzeka ntoni ngoMarat Ibrahimovich? Ngaphakathi ndandivakalelwa kukuba, ngokungathi kunjalo, asingabo abantu basemzini ngokupheleleyo. Kwenziwe ntoni? Ndabiwa bubuthongo nje kwasa, ndazithuthuzela ngelithi mhlawumbi ngengomso akuyi kuba lilize. Kwaye ekugqibeleni ndifumanisa ukuba "i-ASO Modeling Laboratory" yintoni.
(iza kuqhubeka: IProtokholi ye-Entropy. Icandelo lesi-5 lesi-6. Ukukhanya okuNgapheliyo kweNgqondo engenaSbala)
Umthombo: www.habr.com